My Dark Shadow: From a suicidal self to a purpose of hope, is a story of a man battling his own inner demons and finding hope and light on the other side. After a long battle with suicidal thoughts, through connection, reflection, and a community of support, he was able to overcome and lead a new life… and find the joy in the new life around him.

"This book is a deeply moving and powerful journey of resilience, transformation, and hope. It’s not just a story… it is a BEACON of light for anyone struggling in darkness. Through raw honesty and profound insight, the author shares a message that will resonate with many: no matter how deep the pain, there is always a path to healing and purpose. This book is a must-read for anyone seeking inspiration, encouragement, and a reminder that hope is always within reach." - Chuck Dodge, Life Coach, Double Win Enterprises

"For over 10 years I have watched Doug Brinker walk the walk and talk the talk. Whether it’s supporting fellow ex-military men and women through suicide prevention and mental health initiatives, providing leadership in the VFW organization, or serving his family and community, I’ve seen his dedication to service. Doug is that beacon of hope and an inspiration to many of us!" - Michelle Rich, Captain, Canadian Armed Forces Reserves, Senior Business Intelligence Analyst, Retired

"My Dark Shadow: From a suicidal self to a purpose of hope, is admirably raw. I must commend my friend Doug on his ability to reveal everything he went through with such incredible honesty; it never felt like he held back. Someone who does what he did in this book, meant every word and did it for a higher purpose. He offers hope and a reminder that nobody is truly alone with their struggles." - Modesto De la O, Founder of Foxhole, 2023 VFW Distinguished Service “Veteran of the Year” Award

About the Author

Douglas L. Brinker, M.A., CPSS, is the Founder of Beacon of Hope LLC, a suicide prevention speaker, a Veteran Peer Support Specialist, AFSP Field Advocate, and the Director of the Department of Michigan VFW Mental Health and Veterans and Military Support. He is an active member of the Fraternal Order of the Eagles, Lion’s International, Jackson County Military Coalition, and has served as VFW Post 423’s Post Commander. Douglas is the proud father of two sons, Kyle and Austin. He and his wife, Kim, reside in Jackson, Michigan.